2007/10/14 (Sun) 懶散

感冒了
又很懶散
早上到現在只動了一咪咪的report
明天要交的都還沒有動.....
衝con不是個好事(XD)
以後真的不能在明明有事情的時候還衝

現在只希望自己能夠快點振作吧...
期待著衝con的幹勁
快點回來啊！！

然後我只能說我真的還是有那麼一點失望
工作就是工作吧
果然是這樣嗎
哎哎哎哎
這種事情還是不要太認真對待比較好
就像戀愛也不要太過投入一樣(?)
其實對他們的態度
已經快要像是虛擬的愛情一樣了吧!?
有時候會覺得自己很sick (like both physically and mentally?XDD)

but i'd rather just sink in no matter what
even though sometimes those TRUTHS pour into my throat and make me choke badly.....

and by saying these,
I feel contradict in my own though again....XD


maybe one day I'll get out of this cataract ALIVE (and maybe disappointed?)
or I'll be DEAD in there with my heart deeply scarred.